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Sunday, January 30, 2011

Jan 30, 2011

“Let it rain. Let it rain. Let it rain. Let it rain on us.”
Kenny was playing his guitar and singing on the stage. Everyone in the conference was lifting up their arms and praising the Lord. That moment, I could feel the rain of mercy was pouring on me. I felt something flew out of my eyes and went down of my cheeks. I knew, it was joy.
The conference this week was an amazing path that God led us on to in the REGEN journey. Unfortunately, as volunteers, we couldn’t hear the entire message. But it is ok. Even just greeting and blessing the people who came in and out, I felt plenty of love and joy that were continuously  filled in me. In addition to this, I have also experienced one of the most amazing moments in my life- the Fire tunnel. This was actually the first time I ever experience or even just witness this amount of people got manifested simultaneously. It was so awesome to see the power of the Holy Spirit working on so many people at once. Serving as a catcher also allowed us to experience the Holy Spirit on another level.



Besides the conference, the second week’s class also has a significant impact on me. I finally found out why some people got stuck in their worldly problems. They went to church, got prayers and healing. But the problems or sins came back to them. This is because people are dealing with the symptoms, not the roots. And now, I can start to discover the roots of my sins and problems.



A further step to find my identity… my destiny…

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Jan 22, 2011

My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God. Psalm 84:2



With a trembling heart and an eager soul, I began this journey with my heavenly father. The first week of school is filled with excitements and passion. Exciting about to be transformed and having a closer relationship with God; Nervous about the challenges and the “shakings” that I am going to experience. But when it comes to worshiping and praying, the fullness of the Holy Spirit just washed all my concerns away like a rain falling down from heaven. At that moment, I knew this place is a community that is filled with God’s presence, which would equip me and transform me with the Father’s right hand sustaining me.


This is the first time I realize how important it is to value and see ourselves in God’s perspective. It is really amazing to know that God love me just the way I am. It’s not how good I performed to win God’s love. It is like a giant wonderful gift falling down from heaven and I simply choose to receive. Every single cell in my body wants to dance in joy after hearing this message. Recall the days I tried so hard to please the world and tried to be “perfect”, I realized that it was a wrong path that would lead to disappointment and shame. 


In this dwelling place, I will put all the old stuff away, and focus my eyes on my Lord, the king of kings.


And I know, it’s just a beginning…